jealousy will drive you mad!

Every night when i put my head in my pillow, i think of how my day went by.Those times i realise how stupid i can be.How, one idiotic feeling, can drive me crazy in two seconds.That is when i became the moodie, messie and confuse girl, that lets jelousy rules her.
This feeling can make a person insane, or even, completely sane and rational.This is the worst possibility i can imagine, because then you can't dream, you can't believe in good, not even in the reality, just your sick ilusion of the truth.That reality you made for yourself that will rotten your guts and make you ill.